The saddest part is that there is no one you can confide to. Too much preaching and people just don’t want to hear about your shit anymore. But it’s there you know, it’s not hanging in the back of my mind anymore. It’s all over my face. I cry before going to bed, after waking up, after school. Whenever I get a break, I cry. He doesn’t want me anymore. All those anticipations building up over the summer come crashing down and I’m not ready to accept the fact that I’m not lovable.
What should I do?
Classes are hard, there are massive amount of work awaits me. I don’t want to do any of those. I wanna jump into the black black ocean and just disappear. Can I do that?
What happened to whatever you’ve read and learned back in Malaysia? Where did Robin Sharma go? Is this the grand trial for me? I just want his goddamned reply and how hard is that!? What should I do? What should I do? Someone help me