Spring semester started, I was scared and worried. I was worried that I couldn’t take the first step and talk to other people; I was scared that I couldn’t get out of my own head and take everything personally; I was worried that I am going to binge again when school work piles up. College life shouldn’t be like this.
I think he is not interested. His yoga teacher lend him some Atkin diet book. Whatever, go fuck whoever you like I don’t care. That night was just an impromptu, let it go Claire. I am very serious about this, LET IT GO. I really really really need to out myself out there and make more friends.
I tried a little harder today in OChem lab. The smart guy who was always sitting in the back of the class in Ochem, we became friends today. His name is Kyle. Baby step:)