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Do you abandon your family when they think you’re fat?

Yoga this morning is about shift in perspective. It’s easier said than to be done. How do you control the burning fire and nauseating emotion when you hear your father called you fat? I don’t know how, I don’t even want to learn how to think otherwise. Thank you for ruining my day when I barely picked myself up from a very vulnerable state.

But they’re all I have, if I ditch them, then what do I have? Do fat people don’t deserve to be happy and have substantial relationships with other people? Do you think I don’t want to eat like a normal human being? DO YOU THINK I DON’T WANT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF!?

FUCK THIS WORLD YOU CAN ALL GO TO HELL

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